Yet another speeding ticket.
53 in a 35.
My cop was a "softy", or at least thats what he called himself.
My ticket says 45 in a 35.
$100.00.
When will this end?
Grrr
I have to speed!
I have a problem or something.

I got the job at the animal hospital!!! yay! I'm so excited. I'll be starting out as a Kennel Attendant and I get to play with the animals all day long. Then they are going to cross train me for the nurse assistant position. I'm super excited! I cant wait! :)

I also quit my office job this morning. My last day will be this friday. It was kind of sad when I had to tell everyone but I feel good about my decision. :) !!!!!!

Sheesh I havent updated in a while!
I've been happy though :) *sigh*

I leave for Connecticut next Saturday for a week. I'm so excited to be seeing my family and my old friends. On the other hand, I'm not used to sleeping in a bed by myself anymore :( I'll miss Chris for that week... oh and Chochie. I wish I could bring them both with me. Its only for one week... well, 10 days....but it should be okay :)

I am also finally old enough to be put on "the inmate visitors list." Yeah, thats right. I get to see my uncle. I'm really nervous because its been about 3 years (i think) since i've seen him. We've been writing letters back & forth but thats about it. I miss him so much. I cant wait to see him!
I'm also afraid to fly by myself. I havent ever done that before. i've always needed someone there to coach me on how to "keep swallowing" and "chewing gum" as we take off and land. I'll buy the next Harry Potter book and hopefully it will be okay. Plenty of music and Harry Potter, that will do the trick.

I have also been trying to find another job working at an animal hospital.
I'm so happy that I FINALLY have a damn plan to what I want to do now.
I'm going to be a vet. I'll be finishing up NWACC in a year and a half, then off to the U of A for another 2 years. After that comes Vet School. I'm not sure which one I'm going to yet. Ive been looking at MSU. Funny, I never pictured myself staying around here, ever. I have a good feeling about it though. My plan isnt a fantasy anymore. Its an actually PLAN. It doesnt include expensive studio apartments in mid-time square, I'm not going to be rich within a year... I'm excited about this one because i know its real.
I do hope that at least one aspect of my life right now is the same then. I'm in love. And I know that I shouldnt plan people and events into my life because things change, but I do hope so bad that this one doesnt change.
For once I know myself and I know what I want. Its good too.

I hate how dumb dreams can piss you off so much.

Its funny how far some people will go to get attention.
That story last night made me laugh. I'll be worried for her though because I know she can't make the right decisions on her own.
I hope she does okay by herself and I pray that she will end up alright in the end and not too messed up.
That's life though... I guess you have to just live and learn all that shit.

And to all of the other people I used to think I knew... don't pretend to be my friend if you aren't. I hate that. It confuses me. I can do fine without you, and I am doing fine without you.

You know who you are....
I love all of the rest of you though :)

Okay, so I'm officially obsessed with Harry Potter now. I went and saw the third one & loved it... I would go see it again anytime! I went & bought the first book last night & have been reading it on & off at work all day, I'm already about half way done with it. Thank God for Harry Potter, oi.

Yay! I'm going to see the Cure on August 14th!! Wooo hoo! Cursive, Thursday, and Interpol are also going to be there... *sigh* I can't wait! Yay!!!!

I'm addicted to Tetris. I can't stop playing it!!

Go see Shrek 2 & look for Puss In Boots. He's great. heh

I just put the Postal Service CD that I haven't listened to since then and suddenly its winter. I can smell the perfume I used to wear & the way everything smelled. That innocent nervousness & those amazing butterflies came over me through my headphones. And I was back to that place, with all my thoughts and feelings racing. Its crazy how a certain smell or sound can make you think of all these things. This CD has been with me through so much now that I think about it.
I first heard it while lying on the green carpet floor next to my good friend surrounded by piles of dry grass I had been playing with all night long. Song #2 (Such Great Heights) was on repeat. I had a longtime crush with these songs playing in the background, got my heart broken with these songs playing, and fell in love the whole time.
I bought this CD in Oklahoma & my best friend & I listened to it in the car while it was pouring. Thats just one.

I love my memories. I love them so much.

You say a lot when you are completely pissed off. I guess things like that happen in life though. We have an empty room at the house now.

Other than that, I had a good weekend. I went to Tulsa with Chris & Nodus and learned all about Oil machine things & Hawks. It was fun and I liked meeting his family :)

P.S. I'm really quit sick of being broke. Donations being taken any time.

WOW! CAT scans really suck the big one. I felt like I was moving when I closed my eyes when I was really just laying in place. (((okay that was kind of cool))) But I absolutely detest IV needles & yep had to get one of those right in the arm... in the ARM not even in my hand, which wouldve been a little easier to handle.

I have to wait til at least Monday though to find out if there's something wrong with my brain. It sucks. Pray for me. I'm scared, hopefully it's just stress or something.
Damn you people who are causing me all this stress ((you know who you are if you even read this biotch))

I am happy its friday though.. yes, oh yes & don't hate me for this but the new Britney Spears song is KIND OF pretty (eek!) It is......... wow.

Byes
♥Jen